Groupie

When I was 13, life was a right old struggle. But, thankfully, in that life, there was Bill Kaulitz. As a hopelessly smitten fan of the Tokio Hotel frontman, I spent entire nights writing fanfiction on my blog – fantastical tales of my romance with this boy, a world away from typical schoolgirl crushes. From my teenage bedroom to the queues for concerts, both in real life and online, I immerse myself in the creation of this separate world, in my teenage bedroom. It is perhaps in this sheltered space that a significant part of my relationship with desire was formed.